I went for threading today. OUCH! I didn't tear this time eventhough it did hurt. smiles
I miss the fabulous five so much. Wait, I think I should say fabulous 3. I see kasturi and myself all the time.
Fab 5, did you all know that Miss PMS aka Miss Loo has a boyfriend. Sneha saw her in gurney with someone. A guy to be precised. Sneha assumed it was her boyfriend. I'm actually suprised.
Priya's wedding bells are ringing! Yay! I can't wait to go back to India cause it has been 3 years since I last went. Lalala.. I can't wait for the 24th of November to come.
My friend's hair still isn't growing. =(
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Raindrops
I feel so bad posting my last blog. I actually thought of not posting it. I was asked to. I thought it was a good idea. I never knew I was such an idiot (you're right). I made someone cry beacuse of me. ME! I felt so bad.I never knew you were that emotional and sensitive. I didn't even know that the post was that touching. I can still hear everything echoing behind my ears. I am sorry. I am very very sorry.I don't think so a thousound sorry would help. I thought of deleting the post but you said don't.
Melvin made me happy by saying that my last post rocks. He read it like three to four times. Thank you, Lucifer. And in case you didn't know, that's another name of his. I read my last post
again and I told myself that i won't delete it.
I thank God. I went to the altar at 6 in the morning and stared at him. I prayed so hard so that people around me and my loved ones are always happy. I poured out everything from my heart to him cause he was the only one I could think of who would listen to me without questioning me. I thank him once again. My prayers and tears were blessed. I managed to tell something which i found so hard to tell and i feel so glad. I wasn't convinced but it was really hard. But i managed to. I'm happy for myself. As long as you are okay with it, i am fine with it. smiles =)
I was so tensed up and I felt really cold before pure maths. Thanks to Ju and Kas for helping and cooling me down. Don't know why and don't ask. We all had a two hour break. So, we all went to gurney. Nando's for lunch. And guess how much the bill was? RM220 or something. It was for 13 of us. Somehow our two hour break became a four hour break. Finally managed to get something for teddy. Thanks Niresh. Yench, Niresh and I went for The Eye. It was as bad as P 2. It was suppose to be a horror movie. It's okay. Kit, Ju, Kas and the other went for Sweeney Todd. I still don't get what's so nice about it.
*Why watch sweeney todd when Mr Sweeney Todd is just with us? He almost cut my throat with my own penkife. WATCH OUT! `youaresoright,teddy
Here comes GP. We had to present. The three of us as in Ju, Kas and myself. The first group presented and Melvin was continuously asking questions. Time came for us to present. We did our best. Melvin as usual started asking and asking. So did Varo(some kid from me class).
I love you all no matter what happens!
` Ronald loved his present! We rocked it Ju!
` I saw Kelvin and Ming Woei in gurney today!
Melvin made me happy by saying that my last post rocks. He read it like three to four times. Thank you, Lucifer. And in case you didn't know, that's another name of his. I read my last post
again and I told myself that i won't delete it.
I thank God. I went to the altar at 6 in the morning and stared at him. I prayed so hard so that people around me and my loved ones are always happy. I poured out everything from my heart to him cause he was the only one I could think of who would listen to me without questioning me. I thank him once again. My prayers and tears were blessed. I managed to tell something which i found so hard to tell and i feel so glad. I wasn't convinced but it was really hard. But i managed to. I'm happy for myself. As long as you are okay with it, i am fine with it. smiles =)
I was so tensed up and I felt really cold before pure maths. Thanks to Ju and Kas for helping and cooling me down. Don't know why and don't ask. We all had a two hour break. So, we all went to gurney. Nando's for lunch. And guess how much the bill was? RM220 or something. It was for 13 of us. Somehow our two hour break became a four hour break. Finally managed to get something for teddy. Thanks Niresh. Yench, Niresh and I went for The Eye. It was as bad as P 2. It was suppose to be a horror movie. It's okay. Kit, Ju, Kas and the other went for Sweeney Todd. I still don't get what's so nice about it.
*Why watch sweeney todd when Mr Sweeney Todd is just with us? He almost cut my throat with my own penkife. WATCH OUT! `youaresoright,teddy
Here comes GP. We had to present. The three of us as in Ju, Kas and myself. The first group presented and Melvin was continuously asking questions. Time came for us to present. We did our best. Melvin as usual started asking and asking. So did Varo(some kid from me class).
I love you all no matter what happens!
` Ronald loved his present! We rocked it Ju!
` I saw Kelvin and Ming Woei in gurney today!
Monday, February 4, 2008
Dreams are always dreams
We don't always get everything we want in life. If something has to come to you, it will come to you somehow. Dreams and wishes really come true? Not all i guess.
Sometimes we wish to own something which something we know that we can never have. Is that too much to ask for? Why don't likings have their limits. You can't simply like everyhting, can you? And even if you can, i highly doubt that you can have them all for yourself. If you really like something or someone, you always want take good care of it and make sure that it's safe. And if you know that you can't take good care of it, isn't it right for you to just let it go and hope that it ends up with some other person who can take better care of it.
It's really painful when you can never keep something and never let go something you really like. Even if you addicted to it, there will a time when you have to forget it cause you'll never be able to have it. The feeling is really bad when you can neither have it nor leave it. It's always impossible to leave something you always wanted.
Two different things can never be together. I don't get why people say opposites attract. One can never have something that he or she deserves. Perhaps, it's too much to ask for.
*I remind myself
Not all dreams come true
Not every single wish is blessed
Not evrything you longed for appears infront of you
I have so much to say.
I don't know where to start,how to start and how to end.
I have no idea on how to put them into proper words.
I have to tell but
I can't tell.
I cannot leave and cannot have it.
I cannot forget.
I am messed up.
I wanted it so badly.
Till one day i told myself, it wasn't right. I'll just wait. No harm waiting.
But i really wanted it so badly beacuse I never liked anything like this before. I thank god in each every single way for opening my eyes. It's just NOT RIGHT! *I remind myself When I wanted it, I couldn't have it and when it came to me, i threw it. I had to actually. I thought twice before throwing it. Nevermind, everything happens for a good reason.
The more i try staying away from it, it reminds me again and again. That's bad. Why is the heart so greedy? Why won't it listen to anyone? Even me. Can't that little thing just keep quiet? I wonder.
People say that if you really like something, you should set it free. And that's the best I can do. I'll set it free. Forgetting is impossible but I am just nothing but helpless. Fly away and please don't come back. And if you do, even Icannot help myself.
Think about the bright side. Eventhough I won't have it, it will always be around me. Forever with me. Sadly, the worst way to miss something is by having it right next to you and knowing that you'll never have it. Nothing actually lasts forever.
Unfortunately, you always have to let go of something to get a new thing.
*I remind myself
Never make something your EVERYTHING cause when it's gone you have NOTHING!
Sometimes we wish to own something which something we know that we can never have. Is that too much to ask for? Why don't likings have their limits. You can't simply like everyhting, can you? And even if you can, i highly doubt that you can have them all for yourself. If you really like something or someone, you always want take good care of it and make sure that it's safe. And if you know that you can't take good care of it, isn't it right for you to just let it go and hope that it ends up with some other person who can take better care of it.
It's really painful when you can never keep something and never let go something you really like. Even if you addicted to it, there will a time when you have to forget it cause you'll never be able to have it. The feeling is really bad when you can neither have it nor leave it. It's always impossible to leave something you always wanted.
Two different things can never be together. I don't get why people say opposites attract. One can never have something that he or she deserves. Perhaps, it's too much to ask for.
*I remind myself
Not all dreams come true
Not every single wish is blessed
Not evrything you longed for appears infront of you
I have so much to say.
I don't know where to start,how to start and how to end.
I have no idea on how to put them into proper words.
I have to tell but
I can't tell.
I cannot leave and cannot have it.
I cannot forget.
I am messed up.
I wanted it so badly.
Till one day i told myself, it wasn't right. I'll just wait. No harm waiting.
But i really wanted it so badly beacuse I never liked anything like this before. I thank god in each every single way for opening my eyes. It's just NOT RIGHT! *I remind myself When I wanted it, I couldn't have it and when it came to me, i threw it. I had to actually. I thought twice before throwing it. Nevermind, everything happens for a good reason.
The more i try staying away from it, it reminds me again and again. That's bad. Why is the heart so greedy? Why won't it listen to anyone? Even me. Can't that little thing just keep quiet? I wonder.
People say that if you really like something, you should set it free. And that's the best I can do. I'll set it free. Forgetting is impossible but I am just nothing but helpless. Fly away and please don't come back. And if you do, even Icannot help myself.
Think about the bright side. Eventhough I won't have it, it will always be around me. Forever with me. Sadly, the worst way to miss something is by having it right next to you and knowing that you'll never have it. Nothing actually lasts forever.
Unfortunately, you always have to let go of something to get a new thing.
*I remind myself
Never make something your EVERYTHING cause when it's gone you have NOTHING!
Friday, February 1, 2008
HAPPY FEBRUARY!
I finally decided to update my blog.
This was personaly due to the unlimited amount of requests. lol
My very first post for the year 2008.
January is gone by the wind.
Here comes February.
My February resolution for the year is to stop arguing with niresh. He always has something to say for everything i do and say. He says something and I say something and we end up arguing and I get so pissed. So, i think i should start talking a little and stop arguing with that boy. Trust me, you will never be able to talk to him and that's what makes him so special.
Okay, enough of that. It's after all a resolution.
College is so much fun with all these people around me all the time :
Ju ~ she goes lolipop-ing and snaps pictures all the time
Kit ~ the cutest living teddy bear which i never managed to find in the stores but at disted
Niresh ~ one who I love talking to all the time even if we argue
Kas ~ she gets 'STIMULATED' for everything
Anand ~ scolds me for everything =(
Joel ~ a clown who puts a smile on my face all the time
Narein ~ my angel
Today, kas and I made nireshy, ju and kit wait just because we didn't want to skip tutorial. I felt so bad. They waited despite me telling them to go. I love you all. Thanks a lot.
We went to some place in Prima Tanjung for lunch. 6 of us were sardined in kit's car. Poor Whitey! Guess what we were late for Miss Loo's chemistry. Niresh came up with his so called 'brilliant' ideas saying that he went to the mosque to pray (he praying should be the joke of the year). During chemistry Niresh ditched us at the back and went to the front. He impressed Miss Loo (she didn't say a word about being humble).
It's the first day of my new resolution and I tried my very best not to ARGUE with him.
yay! around of applause for that..
This was personaly due to the unlimited amount of requests. lol
My very first post for the year 2008.
January is gone by the wind.
Here comes February.
My February resolution for the year is to stop arguing with niresh. He always has something to say for everything i do and say. He says something and I say something and we end up arguing and I get so pissed. So, i think i should start talking a little and stop arguing with that boy. Trust me, you will never be able to talk to him and that's what makes him so special.
Okay, enough of that. It's after all a resolution.
College is so much fun with all these people around me all the time :
Ju ~ she goes lolipop-ing and snaps pictures all the time
Kit ~ the cutest living teddy bear which i never managed to find in the stores but at disted
Niresh ~ one who I love talking to all the time even if we argue
Kas ~ she gets 'STIMULATED' for everything
Anand ~ scolds me for everything =(
Joel ~ a clown who puts a smile on my face all the time
Narein ~ my angel
Today, kas and I made nireshy, ju and kit wait just because we didn't want to skip tutorial. I felt so bad. They waited despite me telling them to go. I love you all. Thanks a lot.
We went to some place in Prima Tanjung for lunch. 6 of us were sardined in kit's car. Poor Whitey! Guess what we were late for Miss Loo's chemistry. Niresh came up with his so called 'brilliant' ideas saying that he went to the mosque to pray (he praying should be the joke of the year). During chemistry Niresh ditched us at the back and went to the front. He impressed Miss Loo (she didn't say a word about being humble).
It's the first day of my new resolution and I tried my very best not to ARGUE with him.
yay! around of applause for that..
Thursday, December 27, 2007
SALE here, SALE there, SALE everywhere!
Aah, best time of the year. I just simply love it when there's sale everywhere. Cheap stuff and good stuff everywhere. Went to Gurney Plaza with mom and I did heaps of shopping. Visited quite a number of shops and not bad I managed to get some really nice things.Padini, Espirit, PDI, F.O.S, Giordano had a good collection. So happy that I found myself nice clothes. I got a very pretty bag from Sembonia too. I love shopping during the sale season!
ps: If I wasn't bored, i wouldn't have gone shopping.
I can't wait for college to start! weeeeee..
ps: If I wasn't bored, i wouldn't have gone shopping.
I can't wait for college to start! weeeeee..
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
bored
I was too bored.
I found
seconds like hours,
hours like days and
days like weeks
So, i decided to start a blog.
smiles =)
I found
seconds like hours,
hours like days and
days like weeks
So, i decided to start a blog.
smiles =)
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